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when I find myself looking back
tryna reconnect to the facts, i
managed to look at the scene
with me and the rest of the teens
back when I was just a man
i would lay in bed all day
empty shell inside my hand
different person than i am today
back when I was just a man (back when I was just a man)
nothing ever went as I’d plan
walls melted in front of me (back when I was just a man)
my body just went so weak
they think that I am not in control
their fingertips as black as coal
their bodies as white as heaven
their souls as dark as hell
when will they shoot their guns
and watch innocent people run
when will they build their factories
and add you to their trees
back when I was just a man
i could taste acid in the air
and breathe it in through my lungs
like decorations above me, corpses hung
now I am not a man (when I find myself looking back)
how could I go home to them (tryna reconnect the facts, i)
when they identify me as such (managed to look at the scene)
but god I miss home so much (with myself and the rest of the teens)
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2. |
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[kuro]
the gates wide open
i hop inside
there’s no hope in
corporate homicide
the darkened night
turns a bright crimson red
as two blasts of light
leave to meet the dead
the owners soon wake up
running out to the garden where i hide
pouring out their half-filled cups
then i vanish right out of sight
[coda]
i just want everyone in this room to go
i just want everyone here to leave my home
i just need some time alone
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE
GET OUT, GET THE HELL OUT
try doing everything i can
but things just got so out of hand
and somebody turned up the goddamn fan
and i’m gonna fucking freeze to death, Jesus Christ
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3. |
goodbye, okinawa
02:44
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sunny days with friends
havin' a nice ride
seein' the beautiful c.o. sky
until we see some storms on the horizon
we drive backwards as fast as we can
but the red storm is a-comin'
we hopelessly watch the clouds move to meet us
we no longer see any light
goodbye okinawa
goodbye mountain rivers
goodbye, goodbye to you all
goodbye denver
goodbye forgotten cities
goodbye, goodbye, return to senders
goodbye faithful miners,
goodbye to you too
goodbye, red yellow and blue
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4. |
unreal city
10:15
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(song dedicated to my boyfriend: eddy)
PART I (mind) 0:00 (2:10)
they told me not to forget
i enjoy paying my dues
i love to make sure my shit is all set
and that i would not leave you too
please realize what you mean to me
and that i would never leave you
you are all i think about day and night
you bring too much joy to lose
please never leave me
i want to sleep with you
i want to spend the rest of my life
with my head on your shoulder
never leave me
you’re so good to me
you are so sweet to me
you make me so happy
please never leave me
i will always love you
i want to spend my life
with our hands interlocking
so never leave me
i want to grow old with you
you mean so much
i love you so much
i love you so much
i love you
i love you
and i can’t get you out my mind
no i can’t get you out my mind
i love you
i love you
and i can’t get you out my mind
and i can’t get you out my mind
PART II (the fire sermon) 2:10 (1:24)
oh friends are better with lovers
oh lovers are better with friends
oh minds are better together
oh we’re better together
PART III (who’s afraid of blue?) 3:34 (2:24)
blue roses cloud my mind
when i sit and think behind
of how you fell in love with me
and raise our minds to be above with me
and i think about your face
your kindness holds me in place
when rome falls once again
when rome falls
i think i’m just gonna dream
it happens every night
sometimes i dream about your light
sometimes i
is it normal to cry
when you think about what you’ll find
because the one you love will be there
he’ll love you just as much
PART IV (loving in a reprise) 5:58 (3:21)
i love you
i love you
and i can’t get you out of my mind
and i can’t get you out of my mind
i love you
i love you
and i can’t get you out of my mind
and i can’t get you out of my mind
believe me i thought of everything i want
at least that is what i told myself at first
you were only here to make me feel like i was blunt
the gun laying firm on the ice-cold dirt
when we fell in love the ice began to warm
it was cloudy and rainy but that’s just how we liked it
we traversed through every tornado in that storm
and we spent no energy to try to fight it
insert doubt, insert what this was about
and we successfully escaped on a raft from this drought
PART V (store) 9:19 (0:57)
i was walking through the store
and i thought i’d get everything
but they were all out
of almost everything
so i came back to you
and you had what i needed
i hugged tight
and we fell asleep
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5. |
i wasn't here / saints
02:36
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I WASN'T HERE
i wasn't here
no one could know me
i wasn't here
no one could find me
i wasn't here
no one could try me
on my own
i wasn't here
you can't prove it
i wasn't here
i wasn't here
you couldn't see me at all
SAINTS
all of you think you're saints
until your not anymore
all of you think you're different
til you act the same as everyone else around you
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6. |
yellow: the internet
06:10
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any day now
i will find myself free
but do you know how
i could sit here til I turned 18?
i log on to discord
hide underneath my covers
talk to my friends check the time and it’s four
i log on to twitter
to get my share of verbal abuse
i see who’s fitter
me or this guy who just turned loose
any day now, fuck if i know
what to allow, and what to show
please just interact with someone new
it’s tried and true, i do it til i turn blue
but i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
i need to stay in my chair all day
if i can’t find my way back home
and i am stuck here to roam
then i’ll just die and leave my carcass here
if i can’t breathe much anymore
my lungs have too much co2 in store
i know that i have nothing to fear
any day now
talk to my friends
watch some guy out
who we all used to watch trend
he turned out to be a pedo
we exchange some serious chatter
then just stop and stare out our window
and see him standing there
any day now (i need to stay in my chair all day)
i will find myself free (i need to stay in my chair all day)
but do you know how (i need to stay in my chair all day)
i could sit here til i turned 18 (i need to stay in my chair all day)
i log on to discord (i need to stay in my chair all day)
talk to my friends check the time and it’s four (i need to stay in my chair all day)
you want to know what’s more (i need to stay in my chair all day)
i get high when people settle the score (i need to stay in my chair all day)
if i can’t find my way back home
and i am stuck here to roam
then i’ll just die and leave my carcass here
if i can’t breathe much anymore
my lungs have too much co2 in store
i know that i have nothing to fear
if i can’t find my way back home
and i am stuck here to roam
then i’ll just die and leave my carcass here
if i can’t breathe much anymore
my lungs have too much co2 in store
i know that i have nothing to fear
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7. |
nudes with clothes on
04:28
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pack it up
they know they’re better than me
they think i can’t get over my hump
well they’ll wait and see
they’re right you know
but i’ll keep on pushing anyways
i have nothing to lose in this show
i have nothing else to say
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they’re searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they want a piece on me
i want a piece of them
so let’s compromise please
and we can both get a trim
i’m sorry if i sound heated
but i really want someone to defend me
i am here and i am seated
about to have someone out there offend me
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
please find something under my body
something turned up where it didn’t used to be
my phone’s flash flickered on randomly
and i looked at the photo and i was completely gone
i try to look and i see a picture frame in the image
i see my body wrapped in some ghostly visage
i turned around and the picture frame was gone
i looked down and i was gone
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
they keep sending me nuuuuuudes
they keep searching me uuuuuuup
they keep sending me nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
nudes with clothes on
they keep searching me up with no clothes on
with no clothes on
with no clothes on
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8. |
boxing day (cover)
12:00
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(original song by car seat headrest)
the early bird catches the worm
i have worms in mousetraps, baby
i did something bad
i’m not allowed to go outside anymore
i can only be awake at night
for the next year of my life
in the freshly dug earth
in front of the cabin
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
seeing the world in petals, everything made of roses
i know cause when i close my eyes i see red spots
seeing the world in petals, everything made of roses
i know cause when i close my eyes i see red spots
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
is there some rule that guys can never talk about everything?
they just watch the girls go by
how are you tonight?
just look straight ahead
are you still in school?
promise me you’ll go inside when i leave
i don’t want you hanging around
please don’t fight, please don’t argue
i’m just looking out for you
there’s a crack in my window
all the peeping toms come and peep
whenever i’m in the nude
they all line up down the streets
no one seems to notice
no one seems to care
it doesn’t really matter
i’ll just put on my underwear
i’m getting haunted
i’m getting haunted
i’m getting haunted
i’m getting haunted
i know i'm drunk again and i've said enough for the night
but there's a skin i'd like to steal
a house to sleep in where i don't have bad dreams
but i have so much to fear
get some exercise, get me exorcised
but do we ever really heal?
these problems are familiar, these songs that i've been singing for, god
god, it feels like years
promise me you’ll go inside when i leave
'cause i don’t want you hanging around
please don’t fight, and please don’t argue
i’m just looking out for you
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted
i feel so haunted (alright)
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9. |
SHIFTING CARDS
05:13
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at the break of dawn i am stacking cards
at the end of the day i am still stacking cards
and while underneath the plates collide
in a form of group suicide
the nature of the storm that’s happening here
has the tendency to make everything unclear
but don’t worry God’s on my side
but don’t worry I’m not on my side
breaking backs and breaking banks
burning contracts and breaking states
breaking wills and breaking fates
breaking frills and breaking hate
breaking me’s and breaking my’s
break the area between your eyes
break all forms of western education
breaking all of the corporations
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
the cards are shifting
when will you be here on your own
when will you be here to dethrone
when will you be here to find an extreme
when will you be here to go and scream (with me)
my tone tends to depreciate
my soul can not appreciate it
i can’t tell if it’s deflation
but i can’t really sit still at this subway station
don’t mind whatever that naked man was saying
even if he has a point
he’s just looking for someone to obey him
and i know you’re far better than that
watch out for this one guy
he wears a black suit and a tie
he carries with him a long scythe
he’s known for sucking out people’s lives
he walks the streets on bare feet
he’s known to try to act humble
he’s known to try to act kind
please don’t let him deceive you
get away from this awful person
he wants nothing but to rob you again
and when you have lost everything that you own
he’ll come back to your home and take your skin
get away from this horrible person
he comes to you when you’re a reckless teenager
he’s known to look for you all day and night
he can vanish right out of sight
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10. |
blue.
02:54
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we hold in memory,
the ones who haven’t made it
as i lay on my floor bleeding out
someone called the hospital
someone called the cemetery
but i am so out of it that i can’t even think straight
and when i go alone
will anybody be home
and when i go alone
will anybody be home
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corgii. Austin, Texas
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